Monthly Archives: December 2014

Goodbye 2014

I leave yet another year behind.  A year filled with discovery…of myself, of my new reality.  This is truly the first year I walked through my life without a fog.  Where I can now remember my feelings and my reactions. … Continue reading

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Alone Again

This is the second evening in the last week that I am finding myself at home alone.  I can’t help but reminisce about the days when noise filled every corner of my home.  The sounds of my Love laughing or … Continue reading

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Happy? Holidays

I’ve been struggling to find the words to finally open up my thoughts and feelings. I’ve been afraid…afraid of what people will think. I’m a contradiction of emotions. So I guess I should tell you…I’m a widow…just trying to find … Continue reading

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