Category Archives: widow

6 Years Missing You

I woke this morning with eyes swollen and red.  I’ve cried a lot over the last few weeks.  Knowing that this month was fast approaching. Dreading it as I have every year since the day you took your last breath. … Continue reading

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The Face I Love

Six years ago, you faced the biggest challenge of your life. Bigger than Pain. Bigger than Cancer. For me. For ours. For me.  I let you make the decision, promising to stand behind you whatever road you chose.  We knew … Continue reading

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Six Years

I woke up this morning, and as always, he was the first thought to cross my mind.  This is nothing new.  I wonder sometimes if I dream of him without remembering any of the details.  It wasn’t until I was … Continue reading

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Happy Father’s Day

It’s our fifth Father’s Day without him, but for the first time since we lost him, I feel defeated.  One thing I fear the most, is that if I don’t speak his name, or make the effort to  share my … Continue reading

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Happy? Holidays

I’ve been struggling to find the words to finally open up my thoughts and feelings. I’ve been afraid…afraid of what people will think. I’m a contradiction of emotions. So I guess I should tell you…I’m a widow…just trying to find … Continue reading

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